Cyndal N Shawn's Life

Hello, my name is Cyndal and my fiance's name is Shawn and we have been together for 2 years now. We met at the worst times of our lives and build up each other

Today is a sucky day

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I don’t know about you guys, but I just have those nights you toss and turn all night long, and don’t get but maybe 3 hours of sleep if that. Then, you have to work that evening and your awake enough you can’t sleep, but tired enough you don’t want to move. So, I just feel blah. I know I don’t have to be the only person out there in this world like this right now. My anxiety was keeping me up all night last night and now I’m so tired and I have to leave the house in about an hour, but I couldn’t take a nap even if I wanted to right now. Well, on a positive note, I watched 3 out of 4 videos for class yesterday and read the whole chapter 1, and I’m pretty sure I’m starting to learn it because I feel myself wanting to do more schoolwork and learn as much as I can. I also introduced myself on the discussion board. I just have to post 3 things by tomorrow and do the assessment by Monday. If things stay slowing getting more work from patricia and CNS Enterprizes, then I can save up the money to by the package I want to buy for the business. I know I promised him I would wait until he got out, but I don’t want to lose our company’s name. And I want to build a website with a link to my blog on it. And make a twitter, Instagram, and Facebook account for our business. And then I can post before and after pictures of my work I do as jobs come in. If my fiancé would be okay with me going ahead and making those accounts now, then by the time he gets out of jail, we should be fully booked schedule a job 6 days a week and I’ll still be working part-time at Taco Bell and for a cleaning service part time. If I could get at least 3 cleaning jobs a week by time he gets out. then I could redesign flyers and print new ones and pass them out with my fiancé helping me pass them out. I so do not want to work at Taco Bell today 4-9 pm. But I got to suck it up and go to work and make that money. It’s only 5 hours of working and I just hope that one assistant manager isn’t there. Only God knows what that girl has said about me. Does anyone else run into this problem? Every single job I have ever had, there has been this one girl who instantly hates me, and I swear she does everything she can to get me fired. And they will do it in a way she knows you know she hates you but causes problems to make it look like you’re trying to start with her. When the girl walked in on Sunday, I just knew by the way she reacted about me being on the line and helping the line, which she flipped, I knew yep that’s the one I’ve got to worry about. I just pray to God, she doesn’t get me fired before my babe gets out of jail and gets a job. Which he should be getting out beginning of October this year. I’m so excited because I miss him so freaking much. I never want to be away from him this long again. I got another job for our business scheduled for Thursday, and if I can get her to see I know what I’m doing, and she’ll be more comfortable with me doing the other job I quote her yesterday. And she will let me schedule her in for later on Thursday or for Sunday, and now that I have quickbooks I can cancel other things and do estimates and invoices. Well, I have to get dressed for work and head out. Talk later everyone!!

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